I came upon this little list after reading [link] journal.

Why My Life Sucks:
1.I'm not sure if I'll be able to get through college and let everyone down, espically myself.
2.I still freaquntly freak myself out with the fact that the world might in only two more years
3.I'm not happy with my body in certain areas
4.I keep wondering when my parents will accept my orientation and quit saying it's just a phase of that I'm confused
5.I feel so unproductive and should acutally try and help our earth/world even if it's just a small thing instead of just thinking about doing something.

Why My Life Rocks!:
1.I have a family that loves me and is always there for me even when they don't agree with me!
2.I have awsome friends that care about me just as much as I care about them, gee I feel so loved ^__^
3.I have a good job that I enjoy with nice coworkers
4.I have roof over my head even if it's still with my parents, I just have it made for a college student don't I lol
5.I'm loseing weight in my problem areas and it feels good ^__^
6.My optimisim shows no bounds these days because I feel young and I have so much ahead of me that it seems like anything is possible
7.I got two awsome guitars that I love to death <333
8.I have an awsome collection of anime dvd's, Cd's, Posters, and plushies
9.My art mojo is coming back again I keeping having urges to draw whenever I can.
10.I'm just LOVING LIFE and feel happy to be alive ^___^



Soooo yeaaaa I'm feeling real good right now just so much going on. TWO MORE DAYS TILL OTAKON X3! I have my stuff all ready and I'm just waiting around. I have been doodling around and I'll probably have some art work up as soon as I get my lazy but to the scanner and have my pics colored lol Be watching our for a GaaraXLee pic and a few other random ones ^___^.